Last Train To Wherever

Yay, once again I'm updating. When was the last time? In semptember prob, didnt mastermind come out then?

Im hoplessly trying to study physics. I should study german too, but hell no. And physics...well Im at the 13-th page whiiich means 13/40 ... T.T

The highlight of the day HOMIN'S COMEBACK. I dont give a fuck about the name.
Sooo I went to shopppp today...and i didnt really buy anything... Can I add a HoMin pic? Yesss.

This is...weell not my fave pic, but practically the first in my HoMin...kaust...

Oh btw recently I like english songs again, liike Panic at the disco, from them and Telepopmusic <- im not sure if it was like that, but one song from them is just AWESOME. It's like...idk why I like it. It's not pop nor is it rock..maybe altenative? Sry Idk much about genres. Maybe it's indie...well def not pop.

Last Train To Wherever

Spending our days translucent, in and out of everything


Hanging out with strangers that's the way that we begin

Staring at the sun, thinking it's the moon,

A tiny indication it's gonna happen soon.

But not like you expect these silhouettes are getting closer

They bring you what you need never what you hope for.

I guess by now they shoulda told ya

I guess by now they're getting closer.



There's so many things I just don't wanna say,

Like have you got the stuff I need a good day

There's so many things I just don't wanna do

But your way is my way so walk on through

Did you get the letter, the one I never sent ya

I'm all alone on my own misadventure, seeking something

That I don't wanna find, cos if I do there's no rewind.



Spraying our names on the trains in silver and black

Then I make my way back across the tracks

I can always find you wherever you are

There's fire in your eyes in the miracle park

I'm on the very last train to wherever, reckon that

I'll see you sometime like never, not even in

My wildest did I think that it would go like this,

Moving through the air, crazy kinda poet kid



I owe you this I say to myself

I owe you this and nothing else



IM IN LOVE WITH THIS SONG. And the lyrics, even tho i dont get the meaning, but im like half a way there, anyways love it.

Mastermind

Zomg the new photofiltre is so difficult to understand-.- but at least i got the english version(finally) the frensch one was like bleh.

I am sooo sleepy, I slept onlt for like 5 hours which is not enough for me, I had to drag myself to school andand I failed almost everything.  Biology...math...

Ugh I need to study soo much this weekend T.T

My plans for tomorrow:

Helena, gym and food. lol And movies. And probably physics T.T

Yunnnie <333333333333 for high cut, I loled over this pic. Kummipaat osm xD

Awaaay

IT’S SO FUCKING HOT!!!!!!!!!!!!


Ugh I hate this, hate, hate, hate, hate hotness. At least I got some time to be alone...YAY.

My mum and her friend, and Luka(my nephew) went to Rakvere, leaving the annoying and howling Becca into my care. No seriously, at first she cried and cried and went from one room to another, but then she found the highest place she could reach – the sofa’s back thingie- and then she howled. Nice right.



The house is really cool, I mean it’s huge and luxurious. Almost like a mansion. But mansions are hella creepy. I hear screeching everywhere I go. Now I put music from my phone so it’s okay. And I hear sounds like someone parks a car near the house, but ofc nothing, no cars when I look outside. And ofc I remember some scary mansion horror movies. Like...how was it... Gold Creek mansion... or something. And the fucking mirror, I have a perfect view to it from the corner of my eye.



I tried net, it’s reachable. But idk if I’m allowed to use it so I wasn’t there for long, actually it disconnected but ugh whatever, I don’t care.



THANK YOU AIMEE, that site/page you gave me safevid...? or something, IT’S AWESOME. I don’t have to wait for hours on zamzar anymore. And I can watch No Other from my phone with perfect quality.



Btw No other is omfg xD I absolutely love it. The boys are so handsome, esp my Ryeowook. The first time I saw it I was like OMG HIS LEGS. Sexy, really sexy. And HeeChul looked delicious as well. And Donghae, awwww his smile is just too lovely. And ofc Eunhyuk, I died seeing his chest. I hate to admit it, but Kyu looked pretty good too, too bad he didn’t dance(Shiwon too), but well I guess he was on his surgery.

I watched No other live too. IT WAS OSM. The boys were so happy, and that MinWook moment was so cute. Though I would’ve liked to punch Sungmin for trying to strangle my Wookie. But c’mon why was HeeChul the only grim one, cuz of Hangeng?


And I’m listening to Klaxons. Hehe, sounds like Bleach. I’m trying to write, but it’s afterall impossible. I WANT TO WRITE, but I can’t ugh hate this feeling.

Ohh, a car? Again? Too lazy to check.
 AWWWWW Becca is so cute, I wanna torture her.

One more thing, I think I’m gonna copy Mariam now, and do the kpop blog challenge. In next post maybe. Ugh if only writing stories would be just as easy as to write blogs. Now I’m outside, in the blazing sun...at least I she has a pool. I wonder if I should upload some pictures of the house??? For now 2 pictures I'm loving right now.

Can it get any worse?

My head FUCKING hurts, I wanna sleep, but at the same time I don't=_= UGH I HATE IT.

And oh well my back also hurts from standing for 4 FREAKING HOURS, yesteday was better, today I had to clean behind those fuckers, is it really that hard to clean up after yourself, pigs I swear.

Well at least they didn't take any pictures, our outfits are awful-.-

Not to mention I should update all of my 6 effin fics, but nothings on my mind so that means no way am I gonna write anything. And I EAT AND EAT AND EAT, seriously that's all I'm doing these days=_=

And the allergia(?) is killing me too, is it really Becca?? I mean as soon she enters the room, my eyes start watering, just ugh.

But well I'm off to read that one ff. It's hilarious.

Face

I need to change the header. It's horrible...though it was fun to make it.
And I think I should've picked easier blog name, cuz I can't memorize it. I took it randomly, from Mblaq's song...

Well, today was/is fun, I woke up and the first thing in the morning..fight with my mum=__= I think we have an argument or fight at least twice a day if not more often. You see..everything I do is wrong. Can't belive that I used to cry over it, I actually wrote something similar to a poem once, with my feelings, but no way am I gonna post it anywhere.

Also I'm having writer's block. I just can't write the dang YunJae, just can't. I write it, but it'll come out lame and then I'll erase it+I'm lazy. But I have to update it soon T.T

And I got a HUGE urge to write KyuWook, but I don't have time T.T Gah, I'm depressed. Btw I started following Yeshsung and Ryeowook on twitter. Now I'm following three people(Jonghun too)

And I read Seunghyun's cyworld entry, he's so funny xD

Btw I decided that I won't erase the other blog of mine, but I'll probably write only here, only on english. If I should get into mood to write on estonian, I'll write there.

Oh and there is one certain girl who gets on my nerves. And since I have always,problems how to name my entry's, I shall name them after the songs I listen. Currently I'm listening to Face by Chung Lim and waiting for the guests to come...

HBD to me~~

So yesterday it was my birthday... I did nothing special, just hung out with my sister and nepew.

My sisters present was a hair cut and correcting my eyebrows. My  hair is now short, like really short. If anyone happens to know SHINee's Key...I look like him now.

But seriously I look like a fucking boy!!!!! I'm already regretting my desicion-.- And you know how annoying it was yesterday, when my sis kept calling me cute? Oh and not to mention that my dear brother-in-law kept taking my before pictures-.-

After I had my hair cut, we went to my sister's place, where we ate cake and drank tea. Somewhere around 16 she went to meet her friends, but she came back after a few hours. She put my nephew to sleep and went away again. She came back like 7 am o.o

And I went to sleep like 3? am... But I got enough sleep, since I woke up somewhwere around 11.30 am...
And well today I did nothing special, had a little party with my family. And I wrote a fic where a man got pregnant, ain't that awesome?

Oh and I have no idea where am I gonna throw my bd party tomorrow T.T I have some problems...

Even though I haven't gotten my presents yet, I gotta say thanks to umm...lol Idk her name...but she dedicated me her YunJae smut, I was like wow. And I got so many wishes from my lj friends, which feels wierd. I think I should stop being in computer so much, but sometimes it's easier to talk with people you don't know... am I making sense here? -.-

I am 15 now and I feel so freaking old. Have no idea why, just the responsability is killing me. I wanna go back to those times where I didn't have to think so much, where I could live freely and have my own little problems... gah my future seems so dark T.T

I shall stop my rant now, I wanna seriously sleep, but I have to clean my room-.- BYE