Face

I need to change the header. It's horrible...though it was fun to make it.
And I think I should've picked easier blog name, cuz I can't memorize it. I took it randomly, from Mblaq's song...

Well, today was/is fun, I woke up and the first thing in the morning..fight with my mum=__= I think we have an argument or fight at least twice a day if not more often. You see..everything I do is wrong. Can't belive that I used to cry over it, I actually wrote something similar to a poem once, with my feelings, but no way am I gonna post it anywhere.

Also I'm having writer's block. I just can't write the dang YunJae, just can't. I write it, but it'll come out lame and then I'll erase it+I'm lazy. But I have to update it soon T.T

And I got a HUGE urge to write KyuWook, but I don't have time T.T Gah, I'm depressed. Btw I started following Yeshsung and Ryeowook on twitter. Now I'm following three people(Jonghun too)

And I read Seunghyun's cyworld entry, he's so funny xD

Btw I decided that I won't erase the other blog of mine, but I'll probably write only here, only on english. If I should get into mood to write on estonian, I'll write there.

Oh and there is one certain girl who gets on my nerves. And since I have always,problems how to name my entry's, I shall name them after the songs I listen. Currently I'm listening to Face by Chung Lim and waiting for the guests to come...

HBD to me~~

So yesterday it was my birthday... I did nothing special, just hung out with my sister and nepew.

My sisters present was a hair cut and correcting my eyebrows. My  hair is now short, like really short. If anyone happens to know SHINee's Key...I look like him now.

But seriously I look like a fucking boy!!!!! I'm already regretting my desicion-.- And you know how annoying it was yesterday, when my sis kept calling me cute? Oh and not to mention that my dear brother-in-law kept taking my before pictures-.-

After I had my hair cut, we went to my sister's place, where we ate cake and drank tea. Somewhere around 16 she went to meet her friends, but she came back after a few hours. She put my nephew to sleep and went away again. She came back like 7 am o.o

And I went to sleep like 3? am... But I got enough sleep, since I woke up somewhwere around 11.30 am...
And well today I did nothing special, had a little party with my family. And I wrote a fic where a man got pregnant, ain't that awesome?

Oh and I have no idea where am I gonna throw my bd party tomorrow T.T I have some problems...

Even though I haven't gotten my presents yet, I gotta say thanks to umm...lol Idk her name...but she dedicated me her YunJae smut, I was like wow. And I got so many wishes from my lj friends, which feels wierd. I think I should stop being in computer so much, but sometimes it's easier to talk with people you don't know... am I making sense here? -.-

I am 15 now and I feel so freaking old. Have no idea why, just the responsability is killing me. I wanna go back to those times where I didn't have to think so much, where I could live freely and have my own little problems... gah my future seems so dark T.T

I shall stop my rant now, I wanna seriously sleep, but I have to clean my room-.- BYE